I, Lady Shasta of Beaglebratz Manor iz now the matriarch of Team Beaglebratz an'Beaglebratz Manor. My uncle/bruther, Lord Shiloh, b-came an Angel at the Rainbow Bridge on March 9, 2016. Not much else iz gonna change around here rite now. This iz now MY blog - u MITE c sumthin'frum my mom SUMTIMEZ since she duz pay fer it butt it will mostly b fer me. You also just mite c Angel Shiloh stop in once in a while since he wuz an'still iz a big influence in not only my life BUTT my mom'z life tue.
I WAS scheduled to just go and get my contact lense replaced with a new one.
for the past couple of days I've been noticing a bit of a change ... and NOT a good change either.
I was not entirely surprised by this but
my eye doctor did find that my vision was about HALF as good as it had been-
was about 20/60 and today was 20/150.
Now while this does sound bad-
that is DISTANT vision which I do not really use since I don't drive anyway.
What I am most concerned with is my
can I still read and do my job-
I can still blog.
The cloudiness is what has changed for the worse along with the development of a
small epithelial defect
(like a skin tear on the surface of your eye).
Once again I have an appointment with my
cornea specialist next Tuesday-
sooner if the need is there.
I am already doing everything else(medicine).
In that post (link above) I talked about
not doing things and letting life pass me by-
part of it too is the "what ifs".
There were some things I had stopped doing because of the "what ifs"-
"What if walking the dogs had a
bad effect on my vision?"
"What if while getting Shiloh or Diva Shasta ready to visit messed up my eye?"
Now I do continue working but "what if" all the computer use is having a bad effect on my eye?
I know I have read that it can so why do I
continue to work altho I'm suppose to
not use the computer to enjoy my life at home? So now I have to ask myself- WHY have I given up walking the Beaglebratz AND doing therapy visits- I am STILL having problems with my eye. Ok - that is enough for now. Hopefully the Beaglebratz will be bak for the next post.
And I almost forgot since I'm not all that comfortable doing so- but I would appreciate your prayers and POTP to heal that defect and the cloudiness improves.